Had been for years. I thought I learned how to live a normal life, but that’s the thing about addiction, it creeps back up when you least expect it. There is no one there for me, no one I can turn to for help. Until I’m given a chance to explore a side of myself I’d always kept locked away. I was lost…until him. I can’t tell you who he is, or why he does the things he’s done. All I can say is I hope one day I behave well enough to take off the blindfold and see the man who controls my addiction. My Master.My name is John and I am addicted to control.
I tried to deny the dominate side of my personality. I didn’t want to admit how much I enjoyed the power, how much I enjoyed causing pain. That is until the woman I’d been secretly been stalking waltzed into a BDSM club right in front of me. All bets are off. She will be mine.Together our addictions feed off each other, fueling the fire that burns within. Until suddenly the fire is too hot to handle, burning everything in its path. The pain and scars we’d both come into our fragile relationship with are split wide open, exposing more than either of us can handle, possibly leaving nothing behind to salvage from the ashes.
**Warning: Intended for audiences 18+ due to explicit sex & vulgar language, mention of rape/abuse**
Available December 22!
Rating: 4 Groupie Stars
This was a very different story than what I am used to reading. This is the first book I read from this author and I believe it won’t be the last.
Alix is a woman who has addiction problems, and we’re not talking about drugs addiction here, but more like sex addiction. She masturbates everywhere she possibly can and she isn’t ashamed of it. She fantasizes about “John” a sexy man that comes through the hotel she works at almost on a daily basis.
John, a sexy DOM who counsels couples and helps them with their sexual fantasies and/or helps them overcome their sex problems. He hasn’t been with a woman, in a relationship in a long time because he doesn’t think he can find someone who has the same kinks and interests as him.
Alix starts having sessions with Master J and she falls in lust with this man. She has no idea who he is as he blindfolds her. Master J doesn’t want Alix to find out who he is, he’s not ready for her to see him as he’s afraid she might leave him. Alix has become a fixation, an obsession for John.
What will happen when Alix finds out who Master J really is? Will she want to continue this DOM/Sub relationship with him?
I enjoyed reading this book, it did have quite some kinky scenes but nothing I haven’t read before. Alex was a woman just trying to cope with her addiction and Master J was there to help her and he was doing a great job in distracting her from keeping her from doing it in public places. Alex seemed to submit to her master fairly quick, but it seemed to work for her.
I give this book 4 stars as the story did captivate me, I loved the whole mysterious side that it gave and how Alix was able to submit to someone she didn’t even know. I find that kind of sexy!
I have written in F/F, F/F/M, F/F/F and then of course F/M genres…. So, beware, I do not always have the most ‘traditional’ scenes. And one day I will venture into M/M, just have to find the time.
I love to try new things and learn from every piece of work I write. I’ll write just about anything once to learn from it. I’ve even ventured out of my normal erotica genre into Monster Erotica. Doubt you’ll find me writing anything not erotic as you can barely get me to even read something out of that category, but then again, you never know what I might try next.
Never stop learning. Try everything at least once.